My valentine I had such a great day with you! but lets rewind to last night. You were being goofy even though you felt sick and said “lets go for a drive”. It was cold but we walked out to the end of the pier, laid down and looked at the stars, not for long though. Things happen and in that moment the world stopped. It was different then before. I may have sat up and had tears but they weren’t all bad, Overwhelming the feeling. Almost jumped in the ocean but kept it together. My pace was much faster than normal and I could feel your worry. At dunkin donuts the women working was definitely dealing with a lot and gave me the worst attitude and the two workers were sitting staring at me like I was an object. Anyways In the car we had such a deep discussion, it brought us so much closer after you got off the phone. Peace flowed through that car. And when you told me to close my eyes a God’s presence and love circled around us. I love praying and talking to you about God and that prayer was insane. Went to bed happy, and close to you. NOW today, valentines day…. Started off with a dozen yellow roses delivered by our friend stating will you be my valentine! so special. Too bad that breakfast spot we went to was crappy, but the walk after was so cute. Those are the moments I remember the most with you, the goofy ones. Of course we had to do some homework, even though the whole entire time I thought of you. Sorry about the dumb cheesy poem I wrote you with the flower, I was under pressure with time. :) That spot you brought me after homework sesh was unteachable, ALWAYS bring me to the most epic spots. Of course we cruised and hovered again but we always manage to stay off the bench. That movie was INCREDIBLE! 5$ movie night is always the best choice. The kid reminded me of you because of your mind. You jump to extremes and let your thoughts win like he did in the movie. You’re an amazing man, my valentine and I love being with you… especially at our place, Panera. Great chow, always. You got down and let the thoughts win especially in the lot, got a little scared but it all worked out. You will be healed, I declare and believe it Through Jesus Christ. Thank you for such an amazing valentines day and being my first valentine! 

Goodnight my love. 

<3

Tonight was a bit rough again, but I will admit that it started out amazing. Of course I always have fun with you no matter what we do, we’re crazy kooks. But it’s hard not to go in the direction we go to since we have such a deep connection. I’ve never felt that connection before I met you. Anyways the night started amazing, the vineyard then the tavern for a goofy meal. Lately we’ve been asked everywhere we go if we want to go to the bar, that means I guess I look more mature. It was awesome that the grammys were on and there were big TVs to watch it on. The waitress had a bit of a tude but hey at least she got our food out fast. It was great after everyone left the dinning room, still wish we both had 20 seconds of courage to get up and dance to those old school beach boys songs. And for some reason I kept getting a bad wif of something where we were sitting, crazy. Loved sitting and goofing with you, always do. And you know one of the biggest things I love about you is that you keep close with your family, great quality to have. After being a total nut with you and several laughs and flirts we walked fast to the car. You acted like a little kid while driving making car noises. You truly are very cute. When you stopped at that light and looked into my eyes, I swear the world stopped and it was me and you there for I don’t know how long, but a lot longer than 15 seconds. I am a very blessed girl to have you. When we got back to the parking lot, you know what happened… we went on a bit of a run and fell but the whole time it was real and alive. We talked and didn’t take a seat on that bench but instead kept moving, as hard as it was. Tears rolled down my face as you held me and rested your head on my shoulder. Those were overwhelming tears of joy and thankfulness. You are special to me and you are in my life for a lot of reasons, we just need to clear the fog to see them. 

Goodnight my love.

Best tatroo ive seen! Lovee this band:lydia

this reminds me of my backyard where i grew up

i have this on repeat.

every lyric is true.

erikzaiatz:

harmandboon:

This has MOLLY NORMANDIN written all over it haha.

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I LOVE THIS!

luciddreamsaboutyou:

Here’s a prose poem I just wrote for Hannah Dawber:

We were laughing when the school blew up. Not laughing because it was funny - laughing because who does that? No one was hurt, but there was an awful big mess. When the school blew up we still hung out on the swings. I had a leather jacket and…